Don't drop me, just yet

Give me time to reflect all in my mind;
Be patient for a while
As I catch my breath to lie on moments set free,
Free from doubts my heart is abound
Let me spin this wheel until, lady luck, grant me my wish.
Like a child I need time to grow
Like a seed I need nurturing to bare fruits.

Let not run away, O' bride of mine heart
For, seeds of love, have not yet blossom my heart a rose
A gift I yearn my belove to hold,
Yes! it is you I want; it is you all of me must have
Give me time to remove the weed Eden has grown.

Don't leave me now be patient with me for while;
Don't drop me just yet, there are feelings inside that need your heart.
Its been a while; I have not given you my reasons:
Yes! I love you, its just that...
I'm scarred to love; I'm afraid to taste those thorny shrubs again.